Hey, Hey. Everyone. Guess what.
I'm sick of drama. If not at school, then here. Do you honestly have NOTHING better to do in your free time then make other people's lives a living hell? Are you really building your life around who-said-whats and oh-no-she-didn't? GOD. Get a fucking life. Because to be honest, I don't give a flying fart in hell that your mom grounded you from your Xbox. I have better things to deal with then your whiny ass. I DO have a life of my own. I DO have problems of my own. Whether you know it or not. No, I think you know. You just don't care. Because it's me. I'm nothing more than a therapist, right? Wrong. I cried the day before yesterday, and yesterday, and today. But who would've known if I hadn't said anything? No one. Who would've cared? I have no clue. Again, because it's me. Just let things settle for a while, then she'll be right back to laughing, right? That's what everyone does. You all expect me to listen and hang on every word you say, but when it comes my turn to talk, you just help enough so you can turn the conversation over to yourself. I've watched you all do it. "How was your day?" You'll ask. "Not that good," I'll reply. "I know. Mine sucked too..." Then you'll go into some long-ass rant about how it was too cold, or life sucks. Have you ever stopped to wonder what made my day so bad? Have you ever even cared? Because from where I'm standing, it really doesn't seem like it. I mean, if you don't care, that's fine. Woo-hoo. But you shouldn't act like you do. BE HONEST. I'm sick of being pulled around.
As much as you'd hate to admit, each and every person you know affects you in some way. Ever wonder how people effect me? Of course not, what am I thinking? It seems like I'm really nothing more than a voice to tell you you're okay, to give you advice. Am I really nothing more?
.... This doesn't mean I want people to stop coming to me for advice... It just means don't instantly think I'm free and perfectly fine. Do you know how many times something's been wrong with me, and I've been giving OTHER people advice WHILE CRYING? And when I come for advice to one of you guys, you're too busy. Or you say JUST enough to think you've made me feel better, to please yourself. Well, congrats. Hope you had fun. Have a nice life.