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Rant.

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 1, 2012, 1:35 PM
Hey, Hey. Everyone. Guess what.

I'm sick of drama. If not at school, then here. Do you honestly have NOTHING better to do in your free time then make other people's lives a living hell? Are you really building your life around who-said-whats and oh-no-she-didn't? GOD. Get a fucking life. Because to be honest, I don't give a flying fart in hell that your mom grounded you from your Xbox. I have better things to deal with then your whiny ass. I DO have a life of my own. I DO have problems of my own. Whether you know it or not. No, I think you know. You just don't care. Because it's me. I'm nothing more than a therapist, right? Wrong. I cried the day before yesterday, and yesterday, and today. But who would've known if I hadn't said anything? No one. Who would've cared? I have no clue. Again, because it's me. Just let things settle for a while, then she'll be right back to laughing, right? That's what everyone does. You all expect me to listen and hang on every word you say, but when it comes my turn to talk, you just help enough so you can turn the conversation over to yourself. I've watched you all do it. "How was your day?" You'll ask. "Not that good," I'll reply. "I know. Mine sucked too..." Then you'll go into some long-ass rant about how it was too cold, or life sucks. Have you ever stopped to wonder what made my day so bad? Have you ever even cared? Because from where I'm standing, it really doesn't seem like it. I mean, if you don't care, that's fine. Woo-hoo. But you shouldn't act like you do. BE HONEST. I'm sick of being pulled around.

As much as you'd hate to admit, each and every person you know affects you in some way. Ever wonder how people effect me? Of course not, what am I thinking? It seems like I'm really nothing more than a voice to tell you you're okay, to give you advice. Am I really nothing more?

.... This doesn't mean I want people to stop coming to me for advice... It just means don't instantly think I'm free and perfectly fine. Do you know how many times something's been wrong with me, and I've been giving OTHER people advice WHILE CRYING? And when I come for advice to one of you guys, you're too busy. Or you say JUST enough to think you've made me feel better, to please yourself. Well, congrats. Hope you had fun. Have a nice life.



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:icontwizzy3344:
Twizzy3344 Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I can relate, things can feel very lonely when 'friends' act like that, hope things get better :)
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2012  Student Writer
Thanks.
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:iconbelarussia22:
belarussia22 Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2012
:hug:
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2012  Student Writer
Thanks.
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:iconbelarussia22:
belarussia22 Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2012
yw! ^w^
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:iconofficertroll:
OfficerTroll Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012
FUCK THE POLICE!
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2012  Student Writer
What?
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:iconofficertroll:
OfficerTroll Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012
O.o
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2012  Student Writer
:?
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:iconsteinhakasei:
steinhakasei Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012
:iconsuperhugplz:
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Student Writer
Thanks.
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:iconsteinhakasei:
steinhakasei Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012
My pleasure. :)
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:icondkhda:
Dkhda Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012
:hug:
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Student Writer
Thanks.
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:iconcallmeshameless:
CallMeShameless Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Student Writer
*ahem* ....
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Student Writer
You know what I mean.
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:iconcallmeshameless:
CallMeShameless Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Student Writer
*crosses my arms and puffs my cheeks out* I'm not like ever'body else.
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Student Writer
I know you're not.
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:iconrocklee1111:
rocklee1111 Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I agree with you, Anything I can do to help you Mikala?
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Student Writer
I'm just finding it amusing how many people are NOW asking if I need help...
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:iconrocklee1111:
rocklee1111 Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
I know the feeling, but Mikala you've helped me a lot tell me if/when I can return the favor i'm always here for ya.
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Student Writer
Thanks, Rob.
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:iconrocklee1111:
rocklee1111 Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Welcome Mikala, btw i'll probably start on the covers later tonight :)
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Student Writer
Alright, cool.
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:iconrocklee1111:
rocklee1111 Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Have you thought of anymore requests?
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Student Writer
No, I'm pretty content with the... list... I gave you.
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:iconbluedragon119:
BlueDragon119 Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
I'm sorry to hear that. What can I do to help as well as being honest?
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Student Writer
I'm just finding it amusing how many people are NOW asking if I need help...
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:iconbluedragon119:
BlueDragon119 Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
:(
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Student Writer
I'm being honest, Jacob. Don't get upset.
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:iconbluedragon119:
BlueDragon119 Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Ok...I just worry about my friends and it doesn't seem to end as they get hurt and I can't do anything but talk to them.
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Student Writer
Talking is all I've ever wanted. You read that entire thing and didn't pick up on that...?
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:iconbluedragon119:
BlueDragon119 Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
I did read it so I was trying to do that cause I picked up on it.
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Student Writer
Then why is "all you can do is talk to them" a bad thing?
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:iconzerolover1234:
zerolover1234 Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
THANK YOU I TOTALLY AGREE!! especially with people on here! thinking they know all the rulez and trying to always friken yell at u if they think u disobeyed. :iconangerplz:
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Student Writer
Yes, that's annoying too.
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:iconzerolover1234:
zerolover1234 Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Ughh!! its like we know so butt out!!
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:iconmikalald:
MikalaLD Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Student Writer
Yeah, that's true. It's like they don't know when to shut up.
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:iconzerolover1234:
zerolover1234 Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
IKR!~ ugh it really pisses me off... i have one grl doin it right now...
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